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     It sucks!There are times that I super hate my youngest brother.Why? Becuase of his inferiority complex,stubborness and laziness. It's the first time that I hated someone for a while because of his/her inferiority complex.It's irritatin. It makes me stumble. He is one of my stumbling blocks. Does he really need to let us know and feel that he has inferiority complex?!I know that he's acting like that not just because of inferiority complex. He is just making an excuse for a lot of things. The truth is he is so stubborn and lazy. And i find it difficult to get along with people who are such.

     Now, I find it difficult to help him overcome his inferiority complex. He makes me stumble. He makes me commit sin. And it hurts, knowing that whenever I commit sin, I am hurting God, And that whatever I do to my fellowmen, i also do it to God. If I will hit mi brother, also hit God. Ouch! Can't imagine.

     God wants me to be honest with Him, especially when it comes to my feeling. So, I ended up telling God what exectly I feel. I told Him that I'm super disappointed, frustrated and angry with my youngest brother. It is difficult. and I need His help.

     I don't know what will happen to us this following weeks. I don't know if we'll be okay. I don't know what to do with him. I'll just leave it all to God.