I don't like experiencing it. It sucks! I experience it when I'm stressed and overwhelmed by pressure. weeeeh!
I cried last night because of not being able to meet my deadline. There are a lot of informations that I need to get with so little time. I cried to God. waaah! God assured me that everything will be fine and most importantly I'll be fine.Well He started working that night through a friend of mine who helped to get the things I needed. Then this morning some of my friends helped me.
Just this noon, God told me that everything is fine. Now, you'll be really fine. What a relief?! Something happened. And I did not expect it to happen.Waaaah! God is so good. Now I can think properly and my brain will function normally.yey!
What the?! What am I thinking?I took the wrong ride home again for the second time. Haaay.
I'm so stressed. I'm not thinking and reading properly hahaha.
Since I'm craving for a walk, I walked home after taking of the jeepney. I was suppose to stay at McDonald's for a while and have an ice cream but but...I chose to walk home immediately for some reasons.
I had a great time walking. It's a kilometer or less than a kilometer I think. I reaaly had a great time. I was texting the whole time I was walking. I love walking.
Though I had a great time, I don't want that to happen again.
...I always think of silly things.
...I always think of trips, silly trips, like leaving to Baguio at 12:30 am.I will arrive there at 6am, then go back to Manila around 3pm the same day.
...I crave walking.
...I took a wrong ride home.
...I tend to sleep for long hours.
...I wake up late.
...I flunk tests.
...I suffer migraine.
...I eat more that I usually eat.
...I'm always spaced out.
This month...September.Is a hell month. There's a lot to do. There's a lot to study. There's a lot of people to talk to. There's a lot of deadline to meet. There's a lot of activities.
My phone alerts me that I have no more space for new messages everyday. What's happening?! Time really flies. Tomorrow is Sunday. Then I'll just found myself eating for lunch on a friday noon.Everything is eating me up. Haaaay.Good thing I can still manage to go out with my friends.
Haaay. God is my strength!
I just received my test paper in statistics earlier this morning.Kinda surprising I'm not disappointed that I just flunked my first exam.Ouch! Here comes the manifestations of stress.Oh no?!It will be hard or me to recover from stress.I can't get another flunking scores.I can't fail any subject.
So why did I flunked? I'm so spaced out. I can't do anything productive. I can't concentrate. I'm so bothered with a lot of things. I just wish that all those things will stop bothering me. I did study in that exam. But still, I got a flunking grade. Mental Block. All the things that I studied were blown away by the wind.
